tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52515154003440979602024-02-20T18:49:44.671-08:00Vivian's Feeling@GalleryVivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08880289641252127714noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5251515400344097960.post-18456262539425055042009-03-23T05:35:00.001-07:002009-03-23T05:36:31.007-07:00爱。。。。爱。。<br />曾几何时,想过放手,<br />让你去飞翔,让你重获自由。。。。<br />曾几何时,为你哭过,<br />对自己说把你从脑海中删除。。。。<br />曾几何时,你对我说过,<br />我是你生活里的一部分。。。。<br />是我把你生活的不足填满,<br />曾几何时,我们已是对方生活里不能缺少的精神粮食,<br />但,不知何年何月何日,<br />我们的距离已越来越远,<br />我已不懂你在想什么,<br />你也不再关心我了。。<br />只好把曾经拥有过的快乐回忆。。锁在心里。。。<br />把我对你的想念化为文字。。。<br />如果想念有声音,你会是第一个听见。。。Vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08880289641252127714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5251515400344097960.post-29053629097384339392009-03-21T08:04:00.001-07:002009-03-21T08:45:31.841-07:00我的心情日记今天,3月19日,是我来UTM以来,最辛苦的一天。
<br />为了要帮SENIOR筹钱搞SYMPOSIUM,我和两位好姐妹要卖糖水。今天我们受了81包订单。哇!!!好开心噢,不过,就要很辛苦了。。。
<br />我们连饭都还没吃完,就要赶着开煲煮糖水了。。。
<br />我的房间里布满了饭锅,红豆,绿豆,薏米和番薯。。
<br />我们又煮又要看火,还要折纸袋和绑绳子。。。。又要一直煲水,好辛苦噢。。。
<br />煮到六点多,又要开始包了。。。过后,我们就要出发去送了。我和诗诗一辆摩多,阿淮可惨了,要一个人送。。
<br />我们从KRP开始送,一直到K17。。。呜。。坐摩多到K17,真的好冷噢。。又没带外套,好可怜噢。。
<br />直到十点钟,终于送完了,又要赶回来KP interview, 背penngetua,felo和naib canselor的名字。好不容易轮到我interview,那个死人felo又要为难我。问我一些无关痛痒的问题。还说我不守kolej的规矩,我哪有啊???算了,反正都过了,不开心也没用了。
<br />过后,我们三个就去吃晚餐。我们竟然忙到晚餐都没时间吃叻。。真是够惨了。。
<br />吃饱回去冲凉,已经是半夜十二点了。。。
<br />今天对我来说,真的是累到不行,快要晕倒了。。。
<br />希望这些日子快点过去吧。。。。
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<br />Vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08880289641252127714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5251515400344097960.post-66315394306055446962009-03-12T08:01:00.001-07:002009-03-15T19:43:10.058-07:00My LOVE for u....a turtle in UTMWhen the first day i cum to UTM,i met you at arked k9.<br />20/07/2007,jessica introduce you to me...<br />"This is our new junior~vee vian..."said jessica...<br />The first sight i saw you,u make me feel that...hmm..dis guy so smart ya..haha<br />Since the first day i come to UTM,i unhappy,so sad and damn down.....i HATE UTM...so far away from my lovely home~IPOH..i am the only daughter for my parents,i never live alone since that.<br />But,i tell myself,i must tough!<br />When you know that i unhappy,you always care for me..Always ask jessica :"how is vee vian le?she ok ma?"Everyday when i went to dinner with you guys,dis is the most excited and happy time for me...u guys all treat me so gud,care me....at that time i feel like i am a "little princess" in utm..haha<br />But....after 2weeks....u guys didn't dinner with me anymore....leave me alone and want me dinner with my roommate...the stupid reason i heard from "sum1"is....v so hard to match the dinner time with u...ok,it's ok for me..i think i have to find new frens le...can't always stick with u all de ma...<br />From that day,v didn't met each other anymore...although u stay at Kolej Perdana,when we met at the bus,u oso dun want say hi with me..like we dunno each other...ok,fine..just like we dunno each other lo...<br />A usual day in August....u send me more than 5 smiles at friendster...give me your contact number and want me contact with u...<br />At that moment,i so happy...v start to sms everyday...<br />I cook red beans soup for you,prepare "warm and lovely"dinner for u...my hands injured i oso not mind..as long as is cook 4 u...<br />One day,in the night,u ask me:"i can feel that u like me...is that my feeling wrong??"<br />I said:"NO,u are not wrong,i really like u..."<br />U answered:"I like u too...". At that nite,i shared dis with my 2 best frens at UTM..i excited until can't sleep<br />But suddenly u tell me:"we can't together...coz u r NOT CHRISTIAN!!! my mum dislike non-christian..."i cried for whole nite after knew it,but i tell myself,i must be strong...i slowly forget u in my mind...<br />After a week,u sms me,said that u still want be my fren....<br />U treat me so gud,everynite called me when we having sem break from nov-dec..<br />After back from sem break,v 1st time go dating(although my frens went oso)...<br />1st time v take d sweet photo with u...n....1st time u give me a little teddy bear...a couple bear..i keep the gal n u keep the boy...from that moment,i so happy.....at chinese new year,u called me everynite..chat with me...i sick ady,u care for me..<br />But,sumthing bad happen after v bek from cny...i know is my fault but after dis thing happen,only i knew wat type of guy u r....a TURTLE!!!<br />All of ur frens and coursemates knew about dis,u hide urself and let me face it myself....called u for 3 days,sms...oso no respon....everynite,i cried....after 3 days,u called me,u said u believe me but not ur frens..but???<br />U really make me dissapointed...everyday u play dota,i let u go.You want me follow wat u said,ok,i follow...but how u treat me?ask yourself?<br />I said want cut off friendship with u,u said dun want...u want b fren with me..<br />but i tell u..if i love you,i can't just be a usual fren with u! If u want me to do so,SORRY,we no more frens!!!<br />Lastly,i want tell u that i still love u but unfortunely,v dun have fate together..<br />n may GOD bless you..<br />Take care,turtletine...Vivianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08880289641252127714noreply@blogger.com4